Thursday, November 26, 2009

So Thankful...

Dear little blog spot of mine,
Did I really just abandon you for nine strait days right in the midst of thirty days of Gratefulness?
Between Christmas dreaming, little boy birthdays, sleeping from serious fatigue, cookie baking, church classes, late fall crafts (that I am oh so excited to share with you) and so on I have been finding it just a little bit hard to manage out my time. What will I do when baby Asher arrives and I take on the learning experience of managing my time with three little boys let alone with myself and with my husband!?
I have been dealing with two very big issues over the past few weeks that have seem to take up energy and or time: dust bunnies and the mis-placement of items.
And wouldn't you know that just as soon as I order a new charger for my camera and our camcorder, they both miraculously appear into thin air. I feel a little robbed, but what do I do? I am counting on these second devices to become handy and useful in sticky situations. :-)
I also remember waking up one morning with sunbeams on my face and thinking to myself how sweet it is to have such pretty shiny rays pouring into our little home filling little cornered spaces up to the brim. Then, after rolling over into the light, I realized that these rays are here more so to show me how awful I have been with my can of pledge and dust rag.
This was last week and I am still not finished with dusting. And how does all that dust get in here anyway! Day after day, I am sweeping, dusting, wiping, practically attacking, I've got a dusted belly and knees to prove it, only because being 26 weeks enables your mid area to catch anything that misses your mouth, or to swipe anything that you try to squeeze by, it even catches the dirt when you clean...how amazing is that!?
And in another instance, my Mother forgot this morning all about my girth and squeezing through tiny holes and 12 inch spaces was not happening for me. We were out at five am this morning and as embarrassed as I am to admit it, I got stuck a few times. As much as I love my little Asher he sure is getting in the way! :) I'm sure people stood by thinking, "what in the world is t hat pregnant lady thinking?"
Honestly it was just an attempt to keep up with my Mom. She truly had her game face on and I made her lead the way, 'cause she's just a bit more aggressive than I am. I'm always being accused of being "too nice," but I suppose that's a whole better than being, "extremely rude!?" Which she's not rude at all, very polite in fact, just a little more aggressive. I'm just not one who's going to fight anyone over a GPS system that I would love to get my husband for Christmas and stuff in his stocking, because someone stole the one out of his truck that I got him last year for our anniversary. The 75 year old women with the tight grip and long cane can have it with a smile on my face. But thanks to my aggressive yet polite mother, I am happy to say that he will be getting that in his stocking this year :) And I believe that little old lady left with one as well.

So little blog of mine, over the last nine days I have sure had so many things to be thankful for! So. Many.
Here's just a random list of some Grate fulls:

=A healthy baby who kicks a lot which is so amazing and a close second to the best feeling in the world.
=A husband who has had almost the whole week off and has randomly ran the dish washer for me, took the kids out to the woods for some fun, while I caught up on some serious napping, surprised me with breakfast at Cracker Barrell and bought me some of the most adorable Martha Stewart ornaments. I heart him!
=Two little boys who steal my heart over and over again. Hearing Noah tell Ryder, "We have to pray over our food." And then going on to thank Jesus for his "spider man fruit snacks," and his family and for this day and then even going as far as to praying for the other children who don't have much food. It completely catches me teary-eyed to be in a moment such as that and realize that his little heart is shaping toward a Godly orientation and all I can say is thank you Lord and to please help me continue to help shape their hearts into knowing, loving and fearing our awesome savior who I can not wait to spend eternity with.
=I am so thankful for a wonderful family dinner with both Benji's and my parents. My favorite food this year was some of the yummiest sugar ham I've ever had.
=So thankful for a four year old little boy who celebrated his birthday last Sunday with friends and family (pictures are below to show off his happiness) and a "big monster buck cake" in which he had been asking for diligently for the past two weeks.
As you can see below he is very much in love with attending to his father's side when it comes to hunting. I can't believe four years have passed by as quickly as they have. I have this one paticular picture on my fridge that I find myself starring at in the midst of whatever it is I am doing. Just starring...at my sweet baby Noah and reminiscing about so many wonderful *first* memories I had with him. How I remember thinking he was (and still is) the most beautiful and perfect little creature I have ever seen. And how did I get so lucky?
=Ryder learning all his colors! Everything use to be pink and green.
=Thankful for great deals and a shopping list that is complete!







Can't wait to post and share a few pictures from Turkey day, with the boys' Indian costumes and my little fabric pumpkins that they mistakenly took for boy toys. I've already had several requests!

Hope your week was full of thank fulls!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Thirty Days of Gratefulness {18}

Today I am Grateful for:
My church and how every week I feel closer to the Him from learning so much.
Witnessing to our community, learning how to raise our children and striving to save marriages has really given me a tighter grip on the cross.
I'm thankful, so very thankful for that!
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The fact that I have had the tiniest bit of energy to keep up with my boys and my home, and that is not always easy at times.
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Scooby Doo macaroni and cheese because my boys think it's just the coolest thing ever.
Or as Noah puts it, "This is awesome, Mom!"
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Some adorable new Thanksgiving crafts underway and some Christmas ones that will be wrapped up and sent off in time for Christmas.
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Over hearing a small dispute in the boys' bedroom, then hearing Noah say, "I'm sorry, do you forgive me Ryder." and Ryder with a long, "Yeaaaaah."
I'm so thankful they are able to work out their issues at such a small age and put love first.
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My community and the sponsors that enable everyone to get involved in so many things to help support a good cause. My mom and I will be walking/running (just walking for me) our county's Turkey Trot which helps raise money to buy Christmas presents for children who wouldn't normally get anything at all.
It's almost become a tradition for us.
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Tomorrow is Thursdays and I'll just go ahead and say I am so thankful for them, because Benji is all ours for 3 1/2 days and though lots of things are to take place this weekend I still very much enjoy his presence and seeing him with our little guys and just holding him!!
Here's to many Grate fulls to you!!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Thirty Days of Gratefulness {in pictures}

Before I find myself so far gone, that the entire month of November has passed me by, I wanted to share a few Grate fulls from this past weekend + Monday & Tuesday.
Monday being my 24 week mark, which brings me that much closer to meeting our little guy, Asher.
Asher is his name. Asher Ellis.
I am so in love with his name, just as I am my other two.
Asher means: Happy and Blessed. Asher in the bible was the son of Jacob and Leah's handmaid.
I was going to try and find the story online, and link it on my blog.
But nothing.
Ellis is a family name on my side.
Ellis is my Mom and step dad's last name + it goes beautifully with Asher.
I thought it perfect, since Noah's middle name is also Benji's and Ryder's name (Brooks) is Benji's grandfather's name.
I love names!
Here are a few belly shots of the two of us:




(and some of the *four* of us)

This weekend I am looking forward to a photo shoot by a friend I went to school with.
Can't wait to share!



And then celebrating my little man's SECOND birthday.
Loving everything about his age, his personality, his smile...
He smittens me over and over every day and I find it hard to not spill my heart out over him, every time he turns around with a smile similar to the one below...

(sigh...)
I HEART my boys.
I really really do.
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Grate fulls:
My home.
I love it most this time of year; it feels warm and cozy and I have a blast decorating and scheming up things to do with this and that. I love beautifying this little tapestry of ours.
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My boys.
They helped me make our annual Thanksgiving paper chains.
A little messy, but eventually I got the job done. This year we made "minis" and they turned out so cute. I'm also looking forward to making them little Indian costumes for Thanksgiving.
I'm dying for the weekend to roll around so I can make a run to our fabric store and buy up some cute fabrics + felts and get to sewing!
I love having all these creative juices flowing, just wish I had more time in the day to knit pick at them all...or maybe have an extra set of hands.
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This amazing, adorable little project that I ran across today and am going to be tapping into, like... yesterday! Maybe I can whip it up before Thanksgiving?!
This girl inspires the life out of me and what I love most about her is her boldness of color that she in coordinates in her life.
I love her photography, her cheery-ness and all her little sewing project ideas she comes across.
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For smooth, easy, relaxing, fun-loving days this week.
It's 15 'till 6 and it's already dark outside.
It's rained all day, but it's one of those blustery days where you want to just cozy up in some fuzzy socks and a sweater and sip on some hot cider and eat cream of wheat and cinnamon toast for breakfast.
That was pretty much our morning + A Charlie Brown Thanksgiving.
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My Mom, for coming over and painting our nursery for us!
We painted it eggshell white.
The room is a little small and the white made it look 5x bigger.
I now have a fresh, white canvas just waiting to be explored and experimented with.
I'm thinking of some pretty colorful fabrics for the curtains and bedding...
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and last...ice cream. Because even when I'm feeling as big as a HOUSE, ice cream seems to always make it better.
Hope your days have been full of Grate fulls!!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Thirtday Days of Gratefulness {12}

(my belly which looks super huge at almost 24 wks!)


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Today I'm Grateful that I can still see my feet!

However, no matter how big I get, no matter what size I go up, or how many stretch marks I obtain, I know that in the end I will have something that is far more worth what a number on a scale will ever mean...and to me, that makes it all worth it!

With that said, I am Grateful today for:

Good food.

secrets from my boys while they eat their rice krispies cereal this morning

company from my sister

peace and quite and time to enjoy and ponder over a nice Christmas to-do list

My husband coming home from work

More cute maternity tops from a friend

Operation Christmas Child and the opportunity to help spread the Love of Jesus Christ and bless them with a few Christmas gifts, in which they might not recieve such a blessing otherwise.
I pray for whoever recieves our shoe boxes this year, that they may be able to see His love through this!

This amazing book that I have been re-reading.
It's amazing what you miss the first read-around.

To have such sweet friends in our life, whom we met through church and are also expecting a baby boy at the very end of January.
We share a lot of laughs and good times and I can't wait to participate in showering them this Saturday!


And last, I am so Grateful for a pregnancy that has turned out to be pretty smooth sailing, minus the constant heart burn and fatigue, but I have been feeling so much better, and for that I am Grateful!

Only 16 weeks left!!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Thirty Days of Gratefulness {9, 10 & 11}




I promise not to make a habit of doing all my Grateful posts in threes, but the weekend went by so quickly, before I blinked my eye, Wednesday arrived.



Monday was my day to "recuperate," from the weekend. Tuesday, we spent the entire day watching our new carpet get put down which looks so amazing+heart warming!! As soon as the living room's carpet went down, the boys ran circles and collapsed on the floor, taking in the soft feel of short shag. They both had the biggest most cheesiest grins and Noah blurted out, "Look Mommy! Carpet Angels!! Ryder's is a butterfly!" Melt my heart into little pieces why don't you!


With new paint + carpet, I am now on a hunt and inspired to make our little home feel a bit more warm and cozy. New curtains for the kitchen and some fabric for sofa pillows are definitely in order.


Wednesday, TODAY, all day we loved on, sung to, surrounded and made the whole entire day all about little Ryder Brooks who is TWO today!!


It seems like it was just yesterday, I woke up at 4 am with slight contractions, with the thought that, that moment would never ever come. I was desperate to meet my little man and anxious to hold him and see a God-given creation. He did just what I thought he would do as soon as they placed him in my arms...He slipped right into my heart and has made himself cozy ever since.


Today we made chocolate cupcakes with lots of sprinkles. We colored and made happy birthday cards to him and this weekend I look forward to celebrating with cake and family.


I'm definitely Grateful for the gift of another little boy in my life who has made life so much fuller and sweeter. Seeing him with his big brother, hearing him talk, watching him sleep...it is something I cherish every single day.


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A few other Grateful Tidbits:


Lots of sunshiny days this week, which = lots of sunshiny faces outside playing in the leaves and anything else they can find to get into.


My boys' smile...it melts my heart


Morning phone calls from my sweet husband just because he misses us when he's at work.


home made waffles + whipped cream and french vanilla


Mine and the boys short craft + list of Thankfuls and notes to grandparents...which turned out so adorable.


A new ped egg :S


Morning walks on the treadmill and with God.


Good friends and conversations that lift my spirit without them even knowing so.


Being able to turn off the heat and open the windows in November! I know! Crazy, right?


And the fact that I have a wonderful family I can call my own and soon to be three little ones that I look forward to every day in raising them and nurturing them. Something I dreamed of since I first discovered barbie dolls...






Hope your week is full of Gratefulls!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Thirty Days of Gratefulness {Day 6, 7 & 8...A weekend's worth}

This weekend seemed to take the life out of me and has left me completely exhausted. Though it was fun-filled, I'm definitely not looking to be that busy from here on out!

I'm so Grateful for many little things though. Little things that highlighted themselves this weekend...like my step-father who turned 50, in which I helped my Mom plan and scheme a huge surprise party for him and found myself knee-deep in sausage ball mix, sandwich makings and party attire.

So grateful for a Mother who sets such a loving example toward her husband in going out of her way to make his birthday extra special.

So Grateful to be 23 weeks, one week shy of six months and 16 weeks away from meeting this little guy!

Grateful for Ephesians 1:11 which reminds me every time I come across it, that God made us out of love and is seeing us through his perfect plan for us. This is such a refreshing and wonderful feeling.

Grateful for my husband and my amazing Mother in law who helped so much with our house this weekend, rearranging furniture and taping trim so that Zada (my mil) could paint....we finally decided to go with a light neutral color in the living and kitchen area, since the walls are connected. It looks so much better and has made our little home look so much bigger!

This week we are getting new carpet, which was a surprise from my hubs and such a sweet one at that!

So Grateful!!

For two little guys who played so well all weekend and befriended all 40 guests at "Pappy's birfday party" that showed up. I have pictures to prove it (on my Mom's camera :S)!

For cream of wheat and cinnamon swirl toast

And last, for getting *almost* all of our Christmas shopping done over the weekend! I can't believe it! We have a few things to buy for our friends at church and stocking stuffers for the boys and that's it!!! I don't think I've ever been this close to completing our Christmas shopping list, before Thanksgiving.

Still looking forward to the after Thanksgiving sales and Mall browsing though, just totake in all the lights, chocolate and sip on Starbucks while we secretly make a wish list for next year. But who can blame me?

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Thirty Days of Gratefulness {Day 5}



Today I am Grateful for:


A growing belly,

little kicks,

A whooshing heart beat in the 150's,

peppermint swirl trident gum...because it seems to be the only thing that really helps with my constant heart burn,

two little guys who, every morning give their "baby" a kiss,

gellins for Her,

big, comfy sweaters,

Christmas time,

a quiet afternoon watching Miracle on 34Th street, which left me dreaming about Christmastime,

finally getting caught up with laundry which now means I am out of detergent,

a clean kitchen,

pretend play between my two littles,

...which reminds me of the most adorable, short conversation between Noah and myself, that goes a little something like:


N: Mommy where are the lookers?


M: the lookers???


N: Yes! The lookers! I need to find them, I gotta go catch a turkey for dad!


M: What are lookers?


N: Oh, there they are!!


M: Oh, (durh) you mean the binoculars! (laughing hysterically)


N: No. the lookers?


so cute and he was so serious about it too!


And last, just for fun...


this adorable and irresistible bedding, that I find way too tempting.

(let's just say I warned you!)